a fella needa spill some words.
i found this song that’s very real to me and the words remind me of a lot and i would love it if some of you all listened to it (i say this like people will actually listen to this song or actually read any of this, it’s basically just a really good song) [here is the song link to spotify, i’ll attach the youtube link as well
< spotify https://open.spotify.com/track/1K13OsIMc0HLgEJHZoWH78?si=CMs3wI9sSXe4dWaXTS2aygit’s >
< youtube https://youtu.be/zyywPrcCz3M > ]
i haven’t been writing much music lately. i haven’t had much to pull from so, im kinda living through this song while i’m on a writers block. i want to write a song about butterflies. i’ve recently discovered how much butterflies tie into my life. it intrigues me.
now for an update on me:
so it’s almost christmas and new years which is always a tough time for me but i got a real job so i’m starting off a bit better than usual. i work at hot topic now as a seasonal worker but i’m hoping they hire me for part time after the holidays. i met this boy, i work with him. we are the same age and he’s very cute. i hung out with him yesterday and we talked about a lot of things. he bought me dinner, it made me happy. i don’t know if he likes me but i enjoy the thought. this past week i went to sonic with a friend at 9 pm and it was so fucking wonderful. i haven’t been very happy lately i guess and he made me laugh like a maniac. it was much needed. exams are coming up soon, i’m anxious and stressed but also very ready for christmas break. currently, im laying in bed and am going to regret not going to bed earlier.
anyway. just needed to talk. maybe you listened? maybe you didn’t? either way i hope somebody cares. have a good week. check back later <3
noseyrosie